It's time you hear me, deny all you want
But this is past due for stopping the haunt
Was barely a baby so how could I know
That you would betray me & leave me so low
You messed it up badly, did nothing you should
Ignored every signal each chance that you could
I needed a hero to save me that pain
If I said a word you'de call me insane
So I was the lamb & got all the worst
Ready, if questioned, my answers rehearsed
I suffered for years while you wore a smile
Acted oblivious, in complete denial
Lived in a nightmare with no end in sight
In fear & on guard every day, every night
He suffered some damage from that place over there
Then dumped it on me so cold & unfair
When I fell asleep, wished I wouldnt wake
Until this was over, make no mistake
How could you forsake me, you threw me away
To suffer in silence, much to my dismay
I remember it all, I'll never forget
After years of hard work, not free of it yet
Said you didnt know but how could you not
Ignored me completely, in pain & distraught
Meant nothing to you, you made that quite clear
What I wanted to do was just disappear
When it came to light, the lie bubble burst
Was my fault, somehow, so at me you cursed
You called me such names that cut to my core
Some that I'd never heard of before
After that day it was never the same
Because, in your eyes, I carried the blame
Now you seem confused why I'm done with you
It's just too much damage to ever undo
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