As Long As I Live

Once again the pen in my hand is taking me back to the day

Before we met, before the night you took all my gladness away

I was once free, independent & strong before you brought darkness & rain

Every new morning bright with new life then you came w lies & such pain

It may take a while to regain all the good like recovery from a disease

But I will survive & purge my hearts ache like dipping a dog for his fleas

How you treated me mostly was cruel & uncaring, you were stingy & selfish & rude

The kindness & love I extended to you only fueled your bad attitude

You only show kindness to those around when favors you need to have done

You seem to get pleasure from doing so, thats a sick definition of fun

Now the only emotions I have to share are negative, ugly & mean

You wont recognize the woman you face, my opinion of you is obscene

I,ll never forget this & never forgive, I dont want to see you again

I dont want to talk or be your friend. This is one you're not going to win

If you call out of guilt, concern or closure with "Im sorry" or "please forgive"

You'll waste your time & Ill hate your guts, at least for as long as I live!!